caught in you

It is now 3 A.M and I cannot sleep. haiz. 2 hours back, I said "Good night" to my dearest and best friend Mwai and went to bed.But I was twisting and turning from left to right , and right to left million times in my bed. I Just Could Not SLEEP.

To be honest,I find myself missing him again. Am I in love?( Hey WORLD SAY NO For My Sake!.) I don't know much about him. How can someone be in love when she does not even know his favourite colour? Isn't it ridiculous?

On the contrary,I never got enough of thinking and dreaming about him. He is continually recurring to my mind. It is pretty pathetic to realize that one does not know a thing about it. He hasn't seen real me who is now feeling 100% pure pains. He does not even know his words can burn me down into ashes. He only sees my pretending images and thinks I have zero feeling for him and completely get over him.Yes, I must confess one thing that whenever I think about him, my heart becomes so numb. Of course, I tried to pull myself out of this madness thing, but I gave up. Yes, where has my resistance gone? I asked myself many times what was so wrong with me. Now I stop asking that question since I realize nothing went so right from the start. And I give up resisting him instead of finding the resistance I lost.
Hey someone out there ( you know who you are), I only have one thing to tell you.
Babe I am too lost in you.....
If I could, I would like to know about him from A to Z, Head to toes, and inside-out. Do you know why? The answer is.....

I

want

to

be

in

love

with

you
....
Though my feelings can be found at your feet....

It is not all about taking but giving...