My friends have been asking me why I mostly blog about "love" . Oh dears, it is because I don't know what is going with it. I don't really know ...That's why I probably never have a successful relationship.
I always hide my emotions and feelings as much as I can. All I can afford to do is writing in my diary or blogging where they cannot find out. I know being open with emotions is honesty, and people should not regret honesty.But, I am really sorry for myself I am not one of them and that is so pathetic.
I closed my eyes for awhile to think about things so clearly. Feelings for "Love" at age of 17 ,19 and 22 are totally different but what I I find out is I did same mistakes. And sometimes over-controlling feelings inside made me feel suffocating..Again, I never ever thought of letting down my pride.....I am a beginner in learning a lesson called "let go" I guess.Yes, some think I am weird..LOLz. They may be true..
Right now, I don't want anyone right here in the center of my heart...
Let me breathe fresh air alone.. alone..... and be alone.....for a particular moment....
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