2008

January

School started. Yeah that was awesome. I met new friends. I thought we would be friend rest of our lives. Trust me! Math was great but MPO sucked indeed. I confirmed my fare ware goodbye to the science subjects. Bye Bye . I missed my best buddies, Aye Mwai and Hnin Wail in..and wrote lots of letters for them. Missed the time we spent together in our hometown, and missed very much of my life in my home.

Feb

All the sick assignments were over, and I did wait hungrily for the results. I gazed him for no reasons and yes, I was occupied with watching his world from afar. I could not believe I was doing that. I noticed that I sighed a lot at times. And… I… I saw his nails and the shape of his fingers. They were beautiful….truly beautiful….

March

Holidays! Yey! I realized taking lollipop a day made me to cough horribly. As a result, I gave up eating lollipops. HaHa. I said sad Goodbye to lollipops. Never mind, I can still take some kinds of sweets. And I found myself in love with clorets. That was super good for me. Oh, How I missed my best 2 bitches..

April

Holidays ended and classes resumed! When I am scared or nervous, I tend to puke. So What?? Of course, I did not want to puke during the presentation. Imagine, you puked in front of the class. I was positive it would be the most horrible experience I would ever have in my life. So yea, I decided to skip my breakfast, though I was still about to puke on Malinda’s blouse. Luckily, I managed to control it. HEHEHE. The feelings…were growing... And I was secretly falling apart. April 26th, I could not send any present but million wishes for my best friend, Aye Mwai. Three of us missed how we had fun in Water festival, our Myanmar new year.

May

Cyclone hit my beloved country. Children became orphans, Parents lost their kids, and homeless people were hungry and ill. Dead bodies could be found flooding. A thousand tears were dropped from my eyes and did some help as much as I could. Anyway, I was scared like hell for account exam. Before, the exam started, I murmured a word “good luck”. He did not hear it, oh well; I did not want anyone including him to hear it too. May 8th, I sent all my loving and best wishes for another best friend, Hnin wai Linn.

June

One thing that I am pretty sure is being in my mom’s arms is always sweet and warm!! Meeting my best friend Hnin wai Linn was wonderful as always. =) We both did not want to take a picture. It would be more like an incomplete jigsaw than a nice photo since the lost piece was in Japan. By the way, I did not find myself missing him. That was cool.

July

What?? Short Hair?? GRRRRR. I knew I looked terrible with new hair cut. July was the month that I hate to stand in front of the mirror. Whenever I looked at myself in the mirror, I just simply swore WTF. It was the month that I found myself so damn freaking pathetic, because I did not know it was damn difficult to put the word, “Ignorance “in my dictionary. And it was the month I missed and needed my 2 bitches so damn much.

August

Birthday J My birthday.. Thanks to Lone Lone and my roommate for the surprises!!! Hey, Lone Lone, Fish and co ‘s birthday song was SO-WOW. Thanks girls! All the presents were breathtaking. The call from Japan made super duper blissful ~ I am so blessed ~

September

Sisters , Sisters, Sisters~ They were beautiful and terrific.~ I..I did not want to admit it, but I dreamt of him. The wet substance covered my face. Were they tears? so be it..

October

New semester started, new goings-on came up. I always tried my best to understand different kinds of people. I just could not take it anymore. I wondered why such thing had happened. But, I never asked people to stay back. Anyway, I had wonderful lunch at orchard for Mali’s birthday. I was late and made her hungry to death. Hehe. Sorry Mali. Thai Food was so delicious!

November

I looked up the skies and talked to the moon as if it can hear me. I did some silly stuff which I don’t want to mention in November. I thought Navy Blue was the nice color. I guess that color suited him pretty .well. I wanted to steal the thing from him which was essential for him and made him to see the world clearly though I did not

December

The first time I wanted to spend the December in countries like Canada,& Japan. I wanted to feel and enjoy the snow. Coming December, I hope I would be in somewhere like that. HeHe. I finished making 120 stars. Were they for him? I guess not. I wonder how 2009 is waiting for me. Guess what? I hope I could finish off the leftover feelings in 2009. Is it my new year resolution? I dun know either. And I wish, I would have full of joys and excitements in and 3 of us would meet too in 2009.

Things changed, and went crazy, wonderful and terrible in 2008. Whatever happened in 2008, one thing I am sure is friends and family will always make me happy and they will never change.

Hey World

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A lil note you (9)

I dont like being chained,

but

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I cant deny I am chained by your everlasting smile.

hEy yOu,

tell me how to break it.Will you?

David Archuleta

Finally, his ablum was out! ;)I have been waiting this lil talented singer's creation. Seriously, I loveeeeeeeeeeeee his ablum. The whole album is packed with brilliant songs. Honestly speaking, I dont really like the album cover, i feel that it is too simple. I mean, he can do better, you know. But his youthful, cute and adorable picture makes me to look at the cover shot again and again. :) Well, we dont need smiley and hottie cover. He gave his best for this album.That is more than enough.

Needless to say, our " Golden archies" sings the songs SO BEAUTIFULLY in this album. I like all of his song but I think "touch my hand" is nicer than "crush". It is AWESOME WORK!!!Ohh David cook's ablum was released too (.\/.) I listened it.Well, I dont even enjoy one out of 12 songs. HEHEHHEHEHE. I know it is so subjective, but i cant help . hehe. Anyway, age of 17 and our "archies" really did a great job. Congrats!

"David Archuleta ! you are AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Next post is gonna be About Britney's album. Now I am too sleepy.Gonna get some sleep. nitezzzz (=_=)

cut it off

I dont know.. I dont know if i am right or wrong. I dont really know. I Dont even know where to start. I dONt know where to end,either. haha guess I think too much and too deep. I just realize today, I am quite romantic. I dont want to do anything unless my heart says "Yes". oh well, the sad new is my heart doesnt have brain. hahaha. No wonder, I keep ignoring when my brain whispers me that I do need a slap in my face.

Without a doubt, I am worshiping my magician's sweet suprise.
The worst part is I still foolishly believe that the trees I plant will give me some shade.